The man I might become : gay men write about their fathers / edited by Bruce Shenitz ; foreword by Andrew Holleran.

The question I asked him / Peter M. Krask -- Six crises of Bullmoose / Kevin Bentley -- Who he was / Eric Gutierrez -- Refusing my father / Jeffrey Escoffier -- The chronology of events / Jorge Ignacio Cortiñas -- Daddy was a hot number / James M. Saslow -- My father, my self: coming out inside as the next stage of gay liberation / Douglas Sadownick -- Self-quiz / Alexander Chee -- Paternities / Daniel Mendelsohn -- Flapjacks / Joseph Hansen -- Things I never told my father / Brian Malloy -- Papa / "James A. Webb" -- The ghost of my daddy / Bob Moser -- The kitchen incident / Rakesh Satyal -- The end of the beginning / Patrick Rose -- Mites / Gary Reed -- Daddy / Alfred Corn -- Driving Mr. Picano / Felice Picano -- Playing the game / Tom Steele -- Home movies / Bill Hayes -- The rooftops of Philadelphia / Tom Donaghy -- The business of birds / Mark Doty -- Not crying for Dad / Philip Gambone -- Equanimity under duress / Kai Wright -- Double vision / David Masello -- Tools / Paul Lisicky -- The daddy track / Jesse Green -- Winner take nothing / Bernard Cooper.

Lambda Literary Award, 2002: Anthology Nonfiction.